tuesday : what happened again today? hmm...i cannot remember. i just remembered i wrote alot of essays today. +_+ . *concussion* one english essay and one literature essay. been feeling extremely hungry nowadays, i had a sudden craving for chocolates now, and i miss Macdonald's. =X our class won the racial harmony competition which requires students to dress up in different traditional costumes, everybody in our class wore a traditional costume. :) prize is a ferrero rocher. shouldn 't we be given a more not-so-cheapo stuff? XP
assembly was quite entertaining today. we had a dance, poem recital, and a small skit put up by three teachers which was quite hilarious and the last program was a singing show put up by miss herina and a guy whom i do not know his name, but he drew quite a lot of cheers from the students, i thought he sang pretty good too. the song they sang was a chinese song called " dang ni gu dan ni hui xiang qi shui" or direct translation would be "who would you think of when you are lonely".
i had enough of your selfishness. i know people have flaws. it is so easy to criticise others yet we never know how to examine ourselves first. i am not perfect, and i shall not demand you to be perfect.
things have changed so much that i no longer see you the same way, half of me wanted to be nicer to you and half of me just want to erase you from my life forever, have you asked yourself why is this so?
to kira, hey, i own you one, thanks! :) having you around is like having an elder sister around, thanks for being there always. =3i treat you after "O"s.
Tuesday, July 31, 2007
Monday, July 30, 2007
monday: start of school, about one more month to prelims. *dies*
hmm, i went out just now, just came back. XP it was pretty hilarious actually, i thought i would style my hair up a LITTLE. just a LITTLE, nothing drastic, and i went into this Cheer's shop,and this guy actually said : thank you sir". =.="
i nearly burst out. okok. not funny to know that i can look like a guy. XP
should have put my picture here next time.
right, i am supposed to write a few literature essays today, they are due tomorrow and of course not to mention the amount of maths homework we have. @_@ i should take medical leave from school tomorrow, but there are about five days of holidays next week, it's singapore's birthday! XP
nothing exciting happened today, nothing that is worth recording. :( or was it that my observation skills were lousy?
just fell in love with an anime recently, but too bad i do not have enough time to watch it, i am still stuck at episode 8. *sighs*
oh well, i shall stop here until i remember what i wanted to say. =x
hmm, i went out just now, just came back. XP it was pretty hilarious actually, i thought i would style my hair up a LITTLE. just a LITTLE, nothing drastic, and i went into this Cheer's shop,and this guy actually said : thank you sir". =.="
i nearly burst out. okok. not funny to know that i can look like a guy. XP
should have put my picture here next time.
right, i am supposed to write a few literature essays today, they are due tomorrow and of course not to mention the amount of maths homework we have. @_@ i should take medical leave from school tomorrow, but there are about five days of holidays next week, it's singapore's birthday! XP
nothing exciting happened today, nothing that is worth recording. :( or was it that my observation skills were lousy?
just fell in love with an anime recently, but too bad i do not have enough time to watch it, i am still stuck at episode 8. *sighs*
oh well, i shall stop here until i remember what i wanted to say. =x
Sunday, July 29, 2007
sunday : nothing is happening. >_<
my posts are getting cut off. =X , leaving only half the post. heck.
what should i do now? *thinking of pranks*
you were everything
just everything I had
it hurts alot when you went away, but i am slowing getting on, and one day when you turned back, things are going to be different.
you were everything
and someone I’d die for
[quoted from the lyrics from the songby john-hoon]
=.=" i am bored.
life is taken granted by the living and treasured by the dead.
i guess i would not have any tuition today, the tutor has not called to say when he is coming. :) i hope he does not come today, i deserve a break too.
all the things you do, even it is insignificant, all the kindness you show, people can tell and it can make a difference.
my posts are getting cut off. =X , leaving only half the post. heck.
what should i do now? *thinking of pranks*
you were everything
just everything I had
it hurts alot when you went away, but i am slowing getting on, and one day when you turned back, things are going to be different.
you were everything
and someone I’d die for
[quoted from the lyrics from the song
=.=" i am bored.
life is taken granted by the living and treasured by the dead.
i guess i would not have any tuition today, the tutor has not called to say when he is coming. :) i hope he does not come today, i deserve a break too.
Saturday, July 28, 2007
second post :]
Love is something that makes you keep a person in your heart, when you are happy, you wish to share your joy with. when you are sad, you think of their faces and it cheers you up, knowing that somewhere in their hearts, you have a place where you can find shelter in. in the past, i used to hate william shakespeare and his plays. i remembered him as the man enjoys killing his characters and writing tragic plays, which i came to conclude in Romeo and Juliet and Macbeth. probably it's because i hated the fact that he brought death in so easily, and the fact that i am always believing in happy endings made me start to refuse reading his play, but of course i am studying a Shakespeare's text for "O"s, fortunately, it is like a romantic comedy >_>to xxx : i seem to let you down recently, but should i apologise? you have let me down so many times that i always wonder why should i be bother with people like you when there are better poeple out there? i do not hate you, i just feel sad for you, at the fact that you always hurt others intentionally. it does not do both parties good, because in the end, the agressor ends up being hurt much more than the victim. i do not expect you to apologise, it will just make me more tired, rationale is this : why do it in the first place when you think what you are doing is wrong and afterwards say a sorry? sorry is not the word that should be used here, you make people think that you are an irresponsible person who thinks that you are trying to get away just by apologising. apology is for unintentional mistakes, and not for intentional mistakes. people are weird, when they thought that somebody is dependent on them, they started taking that person for granted and started manipulating them, but people do not stay weak forever, they grow stronger, until they are able to break free from the control and search for their own space and freedom. there are times i thought i was going to walk down the path that you take, but i am not going to. i would not be like you, you are still a friend and when you need help, you know where to get it, but you have to ask more nicely this time, and not in the tone that i am your servant, i do not own you anything and therefore, i do not see a reason why you should treat me or any other people this way and do not carry the misconception that i am heavily dependent on you, if you choose to go away, i am not going to stop you.
Love is something that makes you keep a person in your heart, when you are happy, you wish to share your joy with. when you are sad, you think of their faces and it cheers you up, knowing that somewhere in their hearts, you have a place where you can find shelter in. in the past, i used to hate william shakespeare and his plays. i remembered him as the man enjoys killing his characters and writing tragic plays, which i came to conclude in Romeo and Juliet and Macbeth. probably it's because i hated the fact that he brought death in so easily, and the fact that i am always believing in happy endings made me start to refuse reading his play, but of course i am studying a Shakespeare's text for "O"s, fortunately, it is like a romantic comedy >_>to xxx : i seem to let you down recently, but should i apologise? you have let me down so many times that i always wonder why should i be bother with people like you when there are better poeple out there? i do not hate you, i just feel sad for you, at the fact that you always hurt others intentionally. it does not do both parties good, because in the end, the agressor ends up being hurt much more than the victim. i do not expect you to apologise, it will just make me more tired, rationale is this : why do it in the first place when you think what you are doing is wrong and afterwards say a sorry? sorry is not the word that should be used here, you make people think that you are an irresponsible person who thinks that you are trying to get away just by apologising. apology is for unintentional mistakes, and not for intentional mistakes. people are weird, when they thought that somebody is dependent on them, they started taking that person for granted and started manipulating them, but people do not stay weak forever, they grow stronger, until they are able to break free from the control and search for their own space and freedom. there are times i thought i was going to walk down the path that you take, but i am not going to. i would not be like you, you are still a friend and when you need help, you know where to get it, but you have to ask more nicely this time, and not in the tone that i am your servant, i do not own you anything and therefore, i do not see a reason why you should treat me or any other people this way and do not carry the misconception that i am heavily dependent on you, if you choose to go away, i am not going to stop you.
my first serious post.
let's recall some recent events that had happened, i think my blog post is going to be very very long >_
*thinks* hmm, shall i start with what happened today? i think i should.today: i went to school for oral practise today. before that, i had to go to meet Rukia to return her yukata. she had sent me a sms reminding me to 'come out of my house". XP i walked to the mrt station and gave her the yukata, then we chatted for a while, she recommended me to watch an anime, told me to get started on my costume if i wanted to cosplay this year or there would not be enough time to prepare, but 'O's are still the priority this year. she told me that she ordered a Bleach musical from overseas and it costs around hundred plus dollars, including shipping costs of course.+_+ my first reaction when i heard the price was "you got to be kidding! that's daylight robbery!" but of course, i was too polite to really make that exclamation out, but my facial expression, i think my jaw really dropped at that moment she told me the price. XP then i met up with vicky at the mrt station to go to school for the oral practise. we went straight to our classroom, our so-called haven in the school, where we were mostly in during schooltime anyway, partly because vicky left her oral book in the classroom as well, but i just like to exagerrate things. XP at that point, we were already not so keen to see the teachers for our oral, we kept discussing which teachers we should avoid seeing,[yes,we are very particular about the teachers we see], mainly because the teachers freak us out most of the time. consequence of our fussiness: we end up practising by ourselves, we tested each other and gave ideas on what to say, it is pretty good, because i get to hear a different view to the picture and conversation which i think i can add into when i go for the oral next week[yup, we are really really going to meet the teachers next week]. it was drizzling slightly when we walked to the mrt station again. the skies looked so gray, casting on the ground, giant shadows of the tall buildings, making everywhere seems so dark, and making me feel so sleepy. XP now i am at home and nothing is happening. life is like stagnant water at home, it does not breed mosquitoes but it breeds something else called laziness. :]
yesterday: yesterday was a friday, it was also our school's annual spots day. i met up with renuka first[[her parents so nicely gave me a lift to the stadium as well,thanks :)], then met up with sally, mubin[that was coincidental meeting,we happened to see him there], then ain, vanisha, komala[i hope i got the name spelled correct >_<], nanthini[i hope it is spelled correctly as well, if not, i am really so sorry that i suck at name-spelling].Macdonald was not opened even though they claimed to apen for 24 hours on fridays and weekends and public holidays' eve. we ended up eating roti pratas at the shop located just beside the Macdonalds. i ate three pratas, pratically stuffed them into my mouths as we were already late for the sports' day. yellow house were seated at the extreme left of the stadium. this was my last year ateending the sports' day, but i never really watched the young blooming runners, especially the lower secondary students whose talents are still raw and untrained, which is a stark contrast to the upper secondary students who probably started training some time before them. nevertheless, i think all the runners who partcipated in this event are winners, for having the courage to join in the first place. i was actually reading a book during that day, but i did ocassionally looked up from my book to observe the runners. some students actually brought a dustbin and two sticks and started making a din, which i thought it was highly uncomfortable to the ears and irritating, and the students who made the din actually belonged to yellow house which would mean that i was receiving the full blast of it. it was really a pity when it started raining heavily in the midst of everything, the scene was really beautiful at that time, which cannot be described with words and pictures, you have to see it for yourself. the event was cut short and they went on straight to announce the results. yellow was the last again. >_<>
let's recall some recent events that had happened, i think my blog post is going to be very very long >_
*thinks* hmm, shall i start with what happened today? i think i should.today: i went to school for oral practise today. before that, i had to go to meet Rukia to return her yukata. she had sent me a sms reminding me to 'come out of my house". XP i walked to the mrt station and gave her the yukata, then we chatted for a while, she recommended me to watch an anime, told me to get started on my costume if i wanted to cosplay this year or there would not be enough time to prepare, but 'O's are still the priority this year. she told me that she ordered a Bleach musical from overseas and it costs around hundred plus dollars, including shipping costs of course.+_+ my first reaction when i heard the price was "you got to be kidding! that's daylight robbery!" but of course, i was too polite to really make that exclamation out, but my facial expression, i think my jaw really dropped at that moment she told me the price. XP then i met up with vicky at the mrt station to go to school for the oral practise. we went straight to our classroom, our so-called haven in the school, where we were mostly in during schooltime anyway, partly because vicky left her oral book in the classroom as well, but i just like to exagerrate things. XP at that point, we were already not so keen to see the teachers for our oral, we kept discussing which teachers we should avoid seeing,[yes,we are very particular about the teachers we see], mainly because the teachers freak us out most of the time. consequence of our fussiness: we end up practising by ourselves, we tested each other and gave ideas on what to say, it is pretty good, because i get to hear a different view to the picture and conversation which i think i can add into when i go for the oral next week[yup, we are really really going to meet the teachers next week]. it was drizzling slightly when we walked to the mrt station again. the skies looked so gray, casting on the ground, giant shadows of the tall buildings, making everywhere seems so dark, and making me feel so sleepy. XP now i am at home and nothing is happening. life is like stagnant water at home, it does not breed mosquitoes but it breeds something else called laziness. :]
yesterday: yesterday was a friday, it was also our school's annual spots day. i met up with renuka first[[her parents so nicely gave me a lift to the stadium as well,thanks :)], then met up with sally, mubin[that was coincidental meeting,we happened to see him there], then ain, vanisha, komala[i hope i got the name spelled correct >_<], nanthini[i hope it is spelled correctly as well, if not, i am really so sorry that i suck at name-spelling].Macdonald was not opened even though they claimed to apen for 24 hours on fridays and weekends and public holidays' eve. we ended up eating roti pratas at the shop located just beside the Macdonalds. i ate three pratas, pratically stuffed them into my mouths as we were already late for the sports' day. yellow house were seated at the extreme left of the stadium. this was my last year ateending the sports' day, but i never really watched the young blooming runners, especially the lower secondary students whose talents are still raw and untrained, which is a stark contrast to the upper secondary students who probably started training some time before them. nevertheless, i think all the runners who partcipated in this event are winners, for having the courage to join in the first place. i was actually reading a book during that day, but i did ocassionally looked up from my book to observe the runners. some students actually brought a dustbin and two sticks and started making a din, which i thought it was highly uncomfortable to the ears and irritating, and the students who made the din actually belonged to yellow house which would mean that i was receiving the full blast of it. it was really a pity when it started raining heavily in the midst of everything, the scene was really beautiful at that time, which cannot be described with words and pictures, you have to see it for yourself. the event was cut short and they went on straight to announce the results. yellow was the last again. >_<>
Thursday, July 26, 2007
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